It's 7:32am usually I have my post up but I am sitting here with a cup of hot tea. It's too early to call my girlfriend. Whom I talked to FIVE TIMES yesterday....WHO LISTENS OVER AND OVER AND OVER again..my reasons...my struggles...my fears. She has her own "stuff" going on and it amazes me that she still picks up the phone and LISTENS.
We are in midst of a BIG decision...one that affects everyone in the family. It's one that has "good" on both sides and "drawbacks" on both sides.
Have we sought out wise counsel? They are not answering anymore...wink!
Have we prayed? Yes!
There are huge blessings with this decisions but then there are some "dreams" that may have to be put on the back burner. There would be adjustments....change....it is good but the unknown frightens me.
I am doer...a fixer...a talker....right now the Lord has just reminded me with the verse from Psalm 46:10~
Be Still and Know that I am God.
P.S. How do you handle making big decisions????